About O
I live in a suburb of an American City. I write to try and understand myself and the world around me. I love nature, art, music, literature and beauty in all its forms. I think the world has gone mad and many of us will soon go insane from living in this world.
What I love almost more than anything is my garden. I love its trees, shrubs and its many flowers. I love the birds, their flying and singing and dancing movements in and out of the sky and garden. Their freedom. They always bring joy.
My blog is whennothingworks because for a long time nothing has worked. Friends, family, jobs, money, houses, careers, lovers, things--- it all just doesn't work sometimes, or most of the time. The garden always works. Nature and its beauty always work. And, in my garden, I can sit quietly and think, or just breathe, and somehow manage to survive the world.
I should have known how it would be today. Something was wrong the moment I got up. Fear of weather again. Blizzards. Snow two feet deep. Rain and snow, freezing cold and then sixty degrees. The sky opening up and … Continue reading →
The phone rang early this morning and I ran upstairs to answer it. Phones ringing in the morning or late at night are disturbing……. I don’t have phones in every room and haven’t bothered to learn how to use my … Continue reading →
I’m trying to think of things that would make me feel better today. There are so many reasons to feel joy yet joy is slow to come. Thirty degrees today and snow falling. Have not seen snow since December and … Continue reading →
It’s the dead of winter still. Or maybe it’s spring…. About twenty-eight degrees today and will be warmer later. And tomorrow it will be fifty. It’s easy to be confused now about the seasons. Winter and spring are all … Continue reading →
Let me count the ways to infinity. Stare at the sun until you see the Aztec god and his gold crown blinding you. Like that day the dazed young queen marched a thousand steps to oblivion. Heaven was rimmed with … Continue reading →
Like a missing person it seems I will never find Ukrainian Christmas again. It is now almost gone completely, even from my memory. How to bring it back again? I can’t even find a real Ukrainian person to talk to. … Continue reading →
I don’t know why I am writing about dinosaurs and Van Morrison, kicking his legs on “The Last Waltz”. These are pictures from a thousand years ago. He was singing “Caravan”. He was so chubby, almost busting out of his … Continue reading →
I don’t know why I am writing about sausage, eggs and honey, accompanied by Maria Callas singing “The Gypsy Song” from the opera “Carmen”. I don’t know why the eggs didn’t break this morning as I was holding them above … Continue reading →
via Daily Prompt: Scorched I remember pictures. That burning child in Vietnam 1972. All the scorched things in this earth on her little child face. My front lawn 1995, just back from Ukraine but elated, thinking maybe the war was … Continue reading →
Almost all the leaves blew off the maple last night. Suddenly Indian summer, the prolonged weird heat just vanished and cold and wind took its place. My mother used to hate the wind. She stood at the doorway howling at … Continue reading →